Tuesday, May 05, 2009
uncertain
i'm still uncertain about some stuff in life..
amazing, i need a laughing pill again..
*jia you*
nitez fall as @
7:19 PM
Monday, May 04, 2009
frustrated
i'm feeling so pisssed off..
nitez fall as @
12:01 PM
Sunday, May 03, 2009
May 2009..
this is yet another turning point of my life.. i still cant comprehend if it's a good one a not, but definately assured that it wasn't 1 of the worst ever.. in this short span of april, i had many of these "very first" pass my BTT, touch the car, end my uni life, my first concert, handled the job alone and many many others..
it's how amazing that the not very smooth april ended within a wink of eye with his pair of helping hand that i could never forget.. thinking i could have leave the whole mindset of status and power behind with just happiness.. but still someone have yet to prove me wrong again.. for the many many drops of tear near to a litre.. it was yet another lesson but not so obvious.. yet another promises are are meant to be broken.. however upset i maybe still the strong front like everyone else think.. so tiring.. i'm so amazed by the disappointment felt one after another..
birthday celebration for him but not too much of an appreciation, not a thank, no nothing.. just another puppet? i plan to end the road with pavement much laid.. but none laid for myself.. fallen 1 again? of the quiet twenty, the tears dropped for the forgotten..
of the girls that had their commitment, bliss & bless.. appreciate the company thou not for too long.. i have so little left for LOVE.. all i wish is this upcoming job and my commencement..
yucky thoughts so much to be penned down.. i guess it will be well kept in my heart..
** i want nobody nobody but you**
nitez fall as @
5:05 PM
