Tuesday, July 31, 2007
& she says..
TODAY IS THE DAY!
well, i wonder would it be a gd day or a bad one.. it's very subjective i guess.. hmm, pondering.. on my part, i hope it as per normal.. selfish, i'm not but yet..
rubbish mixed junkie post from my little confused mind..
cheerlo!
nitez fall as @
4:56 PM
Thursday, July 26, 2007
i'm elated!
wohuh.. i'm totally happy but the little actions..
yes yes, someone date me out for a movie.. someone who loves me so dearly and i'm very very very confident of it.. someone whom love me for who i am, althought he screams at me althought he dun say he loves me, just deep in my heart i feel it.. i love him too..
i'm so glad that he isn't afraid to show me to his colleagues, i feel beautiful today inside out despite the bad bad days before.. yes and he called & confirm with me again saying no backing out..
11 August.. Rush Hour 3..
THANKS DAD!P.S.: the only sad ting is that dad says can't bring kids along so brother is OUT.. lol.. so i have the chance lo.. anw i'm just happy that he is bring me with him.. not even mom.. *jump ard with joy*nitez fall as @
12:22 PM
reality
practical or materialistic?
it's just a fine line btw them..
earn yourself & get whatever you wan..
that's being practical lah..
nitez fall as @
11:03 AM
F*male
of the male gender,
no more love me tender...
fill with lies,
and still lies,
and no more,
even if u give ur all..
ytd shld have supposedly ended, yet i thought i could just sink in a little further.. was it a mistake or a blessing in disguse ??? cause i found more faults & imperfection.. slashing all the wonderful memories and filled myself with disgust.. i was relieve cause i knew love have vanished faster than i thought and the pain & hurt wasn't tat intense..
perhaps i have lost the faith in man, no, mankind.. i dunno..
troubles apart, food at sun with moon with summer was really great.. we had fun, however someone kind of kill the enthusiasm in between.. sorry girl, will make up for it and yes let's try again at the sun with moon at central cause i think i got 10% discount.. lol.. then we chill chill chill.. k? wat's more joyous than getting the shoppings from her.. my freaking ex dress but i'm loving it to bits thou.. cheerlo..
okok.. goal for next month that LV coin purse.. i will buck up in my work and pass the probabtion.. cause working is not fun and infact scary.. heaven knows.. god help me..
nitez fall as @
10:46 AM
Saturday, July 21, 2007
it speaks my heart..
it speaks my heart..
不远/Không XaArtist:
萧亚轩/
Tiêu Á Viên/
Elva ShaoComposer:
không biếtmusic.tuantrinh.info © 2006-2007
突然那几秒
好像天使飞过
看著你微笑
那段时间都禁止
远远的注视
仿佛爱情就该如此
为所爱的人在我心里留一个位置
虽然那前方模糊
可是想法清清楚楚
比所有人都渴望你能幸福
我站在你不远处
默默地为你祝福
把对你的爱藏起来放你去寻找追逐
我站在爱的不远处
不在乎守候多辛苦
当你孤单时想起我那是我最大的幸福
不远处的我在默默祝福
对你的期待每段都有记载
每一个眼神我都想要收藏起来
不害怕寂寞不止一样没人明白
已经快忘了当初迁就在这里等待
虽然那前方模糊
可是想法清清楚楚
比所有人都渴望你能幸福
我站在你不远处
默默地为你祝福
把对你的爱藏起来放你去寻找追逐
我站在爱的不远处
不在乎守候多辛苦
当你孤单时想起我那是我最大的幸福
我站在你不远处..
哦歌词提供再兴不远处的我在默默的等
我站在你不远处默默地为你祝福
把对你的爱藏起来放你去寻找追逐
我站在爱的不远处
不在乎守候多辛苦
当你孤单时想起我那是我最大的幸福..
不远处的我在默默的等 祝福..
nitez fall as @
9:45 AM
Friday, July 20, 2007
of the sinful fantasy
my sinful fantasy
too good to be true,
left me in my blues..
don't ask wat is it about,
for u wld hv been told if i wan u to know..
so swt to be romanced, like a baby,
dignity and pride swept, i wept..
it's not gg to last, for history repeats..
no true love, all jerks but still..
sinful, sinful, how sinful..
grace period of 1 mth,
wake me up when time is up..
shake me to my senses..
with hugs, kisses & lots of love,
sara
p.s.: que sara sara what ever will be will be..
nitez fall as @
12:16 PM
Friday, July 13, 2007
random just random
yep to start with , tag board is such a bitch i cant reply the tags.. sad..
& overall the b'dae celebration is cool like since 9 july still gg till 15 july.. sound great right? u wan details till i get in the mood to photo blog again.. & the coolest ting i guess is the pop-by last min celebration, thanks guardian angel, i mean i'm ur guardian angel but i appreciate the cake & the roses.. so sweet la..
have gotten a not-so-surprise yet surprise strawberry cheesecake on the class gathering.. cool i guess it's a pretty successful bbq coz many turn up but as for the food & venue.. erm, for u guys to comment.. yes yes and a super gu niang sweet white watch.. love it.. not forgetting donut from donut factory but i guess too sweet for me coz it's all strawberry.. aww.. then a sunglass.. and many many treats from mac to starbucks to village to black angus.. bla bla bla..
on a seperate note, love matters has been topsy-turvy for me.. guy? true love? over-rated sex?
gosh, too many drunken scene, too many offended persons, too many tears dropped, too many i-wan-to-see-u yet hate-to-see-u circumstances.. perhaps a crush going on? denial, NO THERE ISN'T.. too hurt to fall again or perhaps my heart isn't whole to start with.. it wasn't him who made me realised but him who tried to shake me off finally shaken my senses that no true love exist.. perhaps here in singapore in this century.. we r just too practical, dont use the word materialistic...
anw anw, i got my LV bag.. cost a big bomb but i love the way i spend cause i know one day i would be a ble to afford cause i have the ability to spend.. knowing no one whould even spend their money on me.. career woman? housewife? i guess my stand is on the former..
gtg.. be back for more interesting pict.. lol..
upcoming chalet on friday...
nitez fall as @
12:25 AM
Monday, July 09, 2007
of the missing you..
just some wordy randoms..
1) i miss the one that i cried on more than the one i cried for.. i miss the way u motivates me for it has been so long since someone did it.. u reminded me of someone so dear.. i'm not sure if i owe u an apology watsoever.. but i was indeed upset that i missed u at df the other day.. i shouldn't have snatch the phone.. rudely drunk!
2) i miss the you who said that my hug was so familiar yet history repeats and repeats.. for the no obligations..
3) i miss the you who promise the promise yet breaks it so often..
4) i miss my dear girls who r busy with their work/friends/bfs..
5) i miss school and classmates..
6) i miss my bed, my teddy..
7) last but not least, i miss the old me.. i wish i could laugh like the past, smile to the future..
but but no motivation.. till then..
nitez fall as @
10:29 AM
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
written or spoken
the written so crude, the spoken so sweet..
i don't know, perhaps it's the alcohol making me lose my thoughts..
was the call friendly a not?
i dunno, is it the end or just the start of another wave..
i'm so scare, i don't wanna play..
but truthfulness? is there?
work work work..
so stress, lots of scoldings, naggings & rumbling..
haiz OT OT OT.. no pay..
anw last but not least, ms chua meet me b4 u leave for ur long study trip..
i so gonna miss the old school night with you.. miss ya
nitez fall as @
12:29 AM
Monday, July 02, 2007
insomia
back to monday, the chill down my spine..
it pricks my heart..
nitez fall as @
9:15 AM
Sunday, July 01, 2007
yet another..
learning the hard way..
the words that freak you out, the actions of keeping things simple, hang at the losing end, all geared up for the 'price to pay', people come and go, i'm crazy to have believed, to have trusted, the tears that have fallen, the 'i told u' that fallen on deaf ears, the knock-outs, the so many 'heart-rule-my-brain'..
i should have used my brain and not allow the so sara-sydrome to have happened.. for the bruised and battered, no more protection, just time to recover.. the long ready prepared salt that has been sprinklered over my wound.. i wasn't prepare, i'm seriously not..
would anyone still be there?
i choose to live in denial.. *cross fingers*
nitez fall as @
9:05 PM
