Monday, December 18, 2006
too many things on my mind
exams over! horray!
PARTY! PARTY! PARTY!
but having been slping well ytd, so many thoughts like.. ahem..
No. 1 concern
trip to bali have not been confirmed and dateline is nearing..
No. 2 concern
my results is out due to the bug system, believe it or not but i'm uncertain if it's the actual results..
*period*
4 nights addiction to hoegarden white is making me cranky..
thurs - 1 bottle @ home
fri - 1 pint @ wala
sat - more than half a jug @ wala
sun - 1 bottle @ homeit's totally strange for fri and sat coz it was a replicate at wala..
exactly same thing happen coz both after a wedding go to wala drink.. then my same wierd question on the cuff-links..nevertheless, both were enjoyable day coz all were good..
firstly, went to mt faber after so-so-so-so long see my fav landscape picts of skyscrapper and manage to explore a little more.. then to the rodents filled seaside.. yikes but still cool la.. tearing non-stop for 1 hr.. but luckily the hk cafe tofu was nice.. fulfiling trip..
secondly, i keep chatting non-stop at wala coz i was freaking stress coz of my stupid thoughts.. it's kind of funny but all told me the same thing but still appreciated..
anw on fri, i heard this very familiar phrase again, and it goes..
'it's hard to please everyone', i suppose i'm a 'pleaser'.. many of the times trying real hard to please everyone around me coz, i truly dont feel good if i know of anyone around me that isn't.. sometimes blindly doing it till i feel so tired.. thanks the hard-core friends who never fail to realise this little point.. haha..
on sat, i was very distracted and i miss my shop for 2 times.. miss the KAP busstop and landed home to take 75 to holland v.. then i miss the holland v busstop and landed got knows where.. wasted more than 30 minutes, which means i was late for half hour then.. then make lj got back on alcohol after 2 mths.. alright he ran away from wedding dinner and took cab and i wan so damn late.. on fri also, hmm always late recently, tat's bad huh??
but occassionally like on sun i really feel free-ed when i hit the malls alone, dressing absurdly with the 'wtf-r-u-looking-at' attitude.. feeling beautiful.. that's when i got the most confidence.. hitting the labels and stuff for fun.. wahaha..
anw still glad.. lots of shopping including my coach tote.. yeah!!
nitez fall as @
11:34 AM
Monday, December 04, 2006
sad sad sad
alright, i'm born a sadist, i cant help it..
but i was taught to fake a smile.. well, it just worked so magically..
sian, everyone seems to be gg overseas except me, terrribly upset man.. argh ppl gg auz, hk, korea, jap, m'sia, blah blah blah.. sian..
i wanna go too.. nobody will bring me too.. hates..
nitez fall as @
11:11 PM
change the song to...
THAT'S WHEN I LOVE YOU !
very nice song.. i wish exams r over very soon.. u said said the hope gonna happen after exam.. please keep the promise.. thanks!
loves
hua
p.s.:: just finish watching the serial drama showing week days 11pm..
fei shang yu xiao.. very touching and happy ending plus very swt.. haha
nitez fall as @
3:23 AM
one more paper to go..
omg, i can't get to slp gotta work in less than 5 hours..
that apart, the so-called exam period was grear other than matters relating to the previous post.. got lots of free time for myself, study, slack, eat, surf net.. enjoyable.. no work, kinda of lost the momentum but gotta face it tml..
the first ting and last ting that i remember is ktv, club, ktv, club.. thanks guys.. sometimes, it's really great to have friends who share the same thoughts as u coz the rest of the ppl would never ever understand how hard it is to study and work.. it's like really no life.. but striving on.. haven been meeting up with the girlfriends and i wonder they have just forgotten me with their fun-filled life or their bf.. hates..
back to friday, i reach school super duper early for the 2.30pm paper.. i sat on a bench and started to revise.. then i saw an old man with 2 big red plastic bag trying to settle at the bench beside.. inside the bags i peep and saw like biscuits and refreshment.. then he laid newspaper on the table.. that make me wonder if he is there to do some business but no.. he took out bread, a bottled of jam and 2 packets of coffee..
as i was staring at him unconsciously, he turned and look and me, he said, girl am i disturbing u studying? i replied, no. he smiled and said i came here to take hot water, once i finish i'll leave.. i continued to stare at him, have no idea y i did so..
lots of thoughts like y is he here? y he eat bread? look so pitiful to me when i saw him munching the flattened bread that i had during OBS.. how could he be eating that with jam for lunch.. anw after having half of the bread he went to the water dispenser to get hot water but the dispenser spoilt.. wanted to offer him coffee from vending machine but so suay, no coins.. so i stood up, he asked again, am i bothering u? i said no, i gg to buy sth from the shop.. i went to the shop and bought a pen for the sake of getting coins to buy coffee.. so when i got out of the shop, i went to the vending maching bought coffee and offered to him.. but he rejected, he said it's okay coz he cant take sweet stuff coz of his leg probs.. and told me he divorce le and his son used to study there..
so poor thing..
anw before he left, he smiled at me and said THANKS GIRL!
and i was like having this superb feeling like even if i dont study for the test, he so-called appreciation is gonna pass me.. dunno y i felt delighted.. sth money can't buy.. and i have this tot of gg do social work but not sure if i'm free to do it a not just a thought of doing sth meaningful.. CAN I???
haha thinking of the future, i have no expectations.. like the less than 1 month school holiday is miserably short..
gotta slp.. back with more photos..
nitez fall as @
3:22 AM
