Wednesday, November 29, 2006

WTF

freak! i'm blind i didn't attempt the bloody qn..
weightage for the bloody qn 1/3 of the paper..
tear just oooz-ed out of my eyes,
after so long i finally managed to cry again..

the thoughts of retaking the modules sucks to the core..
fCuk fCuk fCuk.. i'm stupidly retarded..

anw he called last night and i was like freaking happy for no reasons or some
and then 'dong' to study another hour coz i'm purely happy..
anw get well soon.. i hate peanuts and please stay away from him..

oh man and i spend so much effort studying..
plus the part that i miss out is easier than that i attempt
and critically have more weightage..

omg.. pray for me ppl.. pray for me..
i don't wanna re-take but... but... help!

nitez fall as @5:19 PM

Friday, November 24, 2006

i dont like

total hatred.. sucky feeling.. i hate the way u guys make me feel.. it wasn't too conducive a place.. angel was right no place is a bed of roses, have just got to bear with it.. ytd pass by ct pt and miss the shc dudes.. hmm.. wondering how r they..

the images of lj flashed thru, my mind once, twice..
wahaha, u mean u r coordinator? u study so hard for what.. freak, i still fucking hate the fact but i can't change the bloody hell fact.. hmm, once and again, it wasn't so easy like u guys think.. you all dont feel it, the AGONY of the fact.. no one ever does okay, dont tell me, dont jeer at me or what ever shit.. if ever degree was so damn impt, i'll go buy one.. hates.. i hope time passes faster, i hope i get it sooner.. for the sake of getting it..

i do my job but don't go overboard, i'm not ur slave.. i hate the verbal abuse from all around.. and indeed dread to work like u know drag myself to work and vanish immediately at 6pm.. the self-centre culture is disasterous.. shordy and gang gg m'sia on 29 dec, i can't go coz got stupid d&d.. omg i need a get away...

exams coming.. arghzzz...

nitez fall as @12:02 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

what's wrong?

editted my 9 nov post..
the picts that i just added on to my previous post is the wrong size.. shit what the hell am i tinking about.. yes u r right..

thanks lj coz he updated me on jor.. not sure if i should be happy or what coz he sais he saw him at the medical centre.. scare the wits out of me but anw its for training.. say tings half half.. oh well, after that day i met him he went back to ocs camp.. hmm very busy ba like what u said but the strange thing is i haven been updating for like 2 months continuously but he has read the post ya the lastest on that was put up on 9 nov and when i met him on 11 nov, he has already read it.. oh gosh, what's happening? enlighten me pls..

god help me, yes i certainly do miss u a hell load like so much so much.. but control, i cant miss u anymore, someone elses will do that more than i now.. i'm gone.. i miss u suddenly like ya.. ytd was at ktv, singing like a crazy woman..

sadako in action..
i miss ur voice ya.. arghzz.. help, i can't deny but perhaps all to be keep here.. i'm a girl too.. well well, i'm still that cheerful me.. hee.. love my smile kz..

still lot of ??? in my heart but i'm too afraid to know.. i wan to be beautiful too i wanna be pretty too.. everything after exams.. they say if it's meant to be it will be.. it all depends on time.. if the time is right god know 10 yrs down the road i might meet u again..

exam on 27 nov, 29 nov, 1 dec & 8 dec.. if u r here please bless me k.. thks.. let me dream at least.. a HOPE!

oh ya, fly me to the moon too.. haha it's suppose to be a joke..but perhaps till a certain age everyone also wish to fly to the moon..let me explain the rational, fly me to the moon is equals to a goldheart celestial diamond ring.. u tell me which girl don't want la.. shan added in the red convertible leh.. alright.. my turn will come.. weet weet..

oh no i still got sth to add.. i'm so glad to hear that my beloved poly kaki ms soo aka JL aka my second love for the same initials is happily attached & chauffered around.. i'm happy to hear that.. she made my afternoon for telling me for some certain reasons.. i miss jl & nit loads..

nitez fall as @10:40 PM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

receptionist on medical leave again

alright.. they say enjoy the best out of the worst moment.. so instead of ranting that the receptionist is not around and the rest have to take over her place.. blogging is perhaps the best thing to do now..

to begin with last week was my routine recept lunch duty but anw i took leave, it may lead to some disagreement but seriously i don't wanna give a damn about it becoz life is short huh plus that was not the reason y i joined but nevertheless great ppl ard me..

i'm busy busy don't know with what stuff man.. the real estate society notes has been on my desk for 5 days and i still have not finish copying others notes into my copy.. and mine's totally fresh like just out of the printer.. feeling so guilty but there is no push factor.. omg

first day of the month, halloween@dbl o again..

kinda of hooked to dbl o recently which i'm newly introduced to..

yupz.. as usual lychee martini, this time round i skipped the shots coz tml is a working day...

my puffy eyes..shack-ed..

anw i was to tired that i sit on the platform of the dance floor and slept..

cam whoring.. wahaha..

the fingers are obviously not mine..
slept till i hear the songs which i'm totally in love with.. stick with u/unfaithful/dont cha/beep.. then i re-life.. tired!

thurs was 'class-less' day.. more rest..

fri back to the 8.30am to 10pm schedule but thanks that the guys brought me out.. ad-hoc supper time at chinatown.. but as usual i was late.. so got pick up by them go geylang eat frog legs, delicious but the thought of it is quite gross coz i hate sticky slimy stuff..

then process on to my dunno first or second time to mustafa.. have forgotten i have been there b4 but definately not in the night..

then la-kopi..

sat was out with the girls for outback's fried cheese.. didn't really catch up much perhaps they are just to busy with their own stuff lo..

then to chervon to k songs.. didn't sing much as usual, i'll not try to shine coz i need somebody elses need the attention more.. go ahead, let me be inferior me.. there are the little things that they will not realise but i'm fine..

prata-ing on wed.. mum complains that i'm fatter coz of the so many supper i had over the past few months..

thurs & fri on leave.. that's the best thing in life that can happen to me, sleep! eat! sleep! eat! rebonded my hair & painted my nails for a change.. so like yan!

& when it comes to friday again.. relaxation means partying..

more lychee martini please.. more lychees i mean..

watever but i really wanna try waterfall after exams.. met up with him.. the love is still there but i suppose the feeling changed.. it's alright, hope u will be fine.. if i can only enjoy the moment, i believe i did..

sunday, finally went out with nd for spizza.. convenant was a gd one..

gotta royce, i love it.. gonna get more myself, it's so addictive.. well, last but not least, movie kakis went movie alone w/o me.. sobsob..

now 14 nov 06 9.02am, susan the HR manager called.. i told her sth ridiculous becoz i tot a girl from pty mgt was an auditor.. how fun can it be coz i wasn't around when she came so i know nuts.. wahaha..

btw i just accidentially pluck off 3 strand of eyelash..

nitez fall as @9:01 AM

Thursday, November 09, 2006

November

hollween as happening but i'm too tired to go on..

looking forward to:
1) rebonding my hair
2) coming leave
3) exams
4) holidays
5) outings
6) partying

yeah..
nitez

nitez fall as @2:15 AM

my blog effectively stopped updating since he left..

perhaps the blog lost it's meaning.. i'm feeling so emo again esp when it comes real late at night and i'm all alone.. **hates** okok let's do a summary of 2nd half of sept..

horrid color hair dye

straight hair.. cheerlo..

meet yan..

drink yeah..

yan is so horrible mani & pedi for $600++..
crazy fellow let me scold u again..
but to be fair it's so pretty, i also wan..

happy in straight..

by karan at lao pa sat the day after.. pretty ba.. wahahaha..

went for the first ASME tingy..

yummy desserts..guttony me..

vroom vroom.. transview golf course..

nice scenery yeah..

loves loves the serenity..

not forgetting.. food.. it's yumilicious.. see y i'm fat ya..

wala wala..

round 1 b'dae celebration..

uni kakis..

okok candid shot of bro at tution class coz i went to fetch him of coz plus lunchie la.. quite serious hor i think not bad la.. my bro eh.. marshmallow..

unspoken.. devils..

thanks vin1 so send us there..
vin2 suppose to be there but not la.. just got to know he got gf liao.. great.. so less clubbing for him means 1 less partying kaki.. grr.. but still best wishes.. anw he reach damn late.. we left ard 2 coz i still got continuation so bad ask shan to go home alone.. yuppz..

i waited behind wisma for him..
elated met up with u know who.. finally there someone to talk my heart out, so glad..

continued at ECP..

but that was the last time since then.. he MIA.. same thing best wished.. argh i leaving after another.. wth.. i miss i miss.. i shouldn't say it and it's prohibited.. haha

b'dae celebration 2 - awfully chocolate.. heavenly

b'dae celebration 3 - my first time to dbl o & o bar

nice decor

first flea at red dot and went to manulife office with yan

alone to vivo to explore

the day after vivo again for movie rob-b-hood so cute the show after that was shipped thru the streets by endless.. but keep meeting traffic police.. suay..

sat shopping alone..

kitty @ taka.. i love it..

more kitty..

lots of them..

tata.. i wan this man.. help..

ed's wedding.. so sweet..

drinking at kopitiam.. damn cool.. haha..

b'dae celebration 4 - we can forever use the same reason to give ourselves a break to enjoy.. if not, i'll have died of boredom.. KTV.. madhouse singing session.. stress ah..