Friday, October 20, 2006
it's so warm to meet up with the good old...
yap it has been almost 4 months since i last saw my beloved julia. so happy! met up for lunch with serene and roy too.. roy is new to me from mscp.. fresh grad also, y huh the whole world also fresh grad.. i also wan.. went to eat at clifford the brewed soup but no la.. not my cup of tea still stick to my sliced fish noodles.. i have nv realise that i always eat sliced fish noodles till julia prompt me about it and yes i really love it.. catch up a little and mr teh tarik.. same thing - julia & me - loves teh limau ice yipee..
*recommendation*
fried sliced fish noodles at aliwai st.. that's the bestest one that i have ever eaten.. super duper nice with egg.. it's definitely the best ever.. just had it like 2 weeks ago with my mum.. but she say it dont appeal to her.. anw i get to eat it very often in the past coz of his pub there.. no chance now.. sad.. :(
nitez fall as @
4:52 PM
dark side of the corporate world
corporate world is always dark no matter which side u flip it too and terribly horrendous too.
sarcastism.. i can do it too!
wat's the prob about talking? u mean only u can do it? huh.. status count i respect.. not u but the corporate world that works according to hierarchy & that is a fact that i cant change..
well, just wondering y r they so free to comment about ppl huh? dont they have better things to do? it's crazy, in the 21st century wearing a skirt 2 inch up ur kneecap is considered short.. dinosaurs u ppl are, cant stand it man.. ppl on the streets are wearing like micro mini skirt 2 inch down their butt cheeks and come on it's nth lor.. it's damn common unless u bitches tell me u have nv been to orchard.. oh my that so sad.. u mean u guys only visit chinatown or sth?
if u mean in a office context, i dont see a prob as well coz i always wear skirts to work in the past but now with the so-called professional yet so not professional.. yucks.. suck to the core man..
dino dino, i envy ur hubby, they should sell u away to earn coz u r damn extinct.. cheerlo..
nitez fall as @
4:37 PM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
it's okay..
just take everything away from me, it's ok..
i'm perfectly fine, no worries, i've got backup..
i'm not dumb. not as dumb as u thought..
boo..
nitez fall as @
11:39 AM
Monday, October 16, 2006
snowball theorem in life
when a tiny snow flake fall from the sky to the peak of the mountain and start to gather as a tiny snowball and start to roll from the top, it eventually accumulate to a sizeable one as it reach the mid of the mountain.. when it land at the bottom.. crashed..
if the flake where to land near the bottom of the mountain, perhaps things ain't that bad.. whatever.. that's life..
Anw i've got the hump thump thump.. Crashed.. BINGO!
nitez fall as @
4:53 PM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
HE IS..
UNFAITHFULstory of my life
searching for the right but it keeps avoiding me
sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong really loves my company
hes more than a man
and this is more than love the reason that this guy is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because i'm gone again and to him i just can't be true
and i know that he knows i'm unfaithful and it kills him inside
to know that i am happy with some other guy
i can see him dying
i don't wanna do this anymore
i don't wanna be the reason why
everytime i walk out the door i see him die a little more inside
i don't wanna hurt him anymore
i don't wanna take away his life
i don't wanna be... a murderer
i feel it in the air as i'm doing my hair preparing for another day
a kiss up on my cheek
he's here reluctantly as if i'm gonna be out late
i say i won't be long just hanging with the girls
a liar didn't have to tell
because we both know where i'm about to go
and we know it very well
cause i know that he knows i'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside to know that i am happy with some other guy
i can see him dying
i don't wanna do this anymore
i don't wanna be the reason why everytime i walk out the door
i see him die a little more inside i don't wanna hurt him anymore
i don't wanna take away his life
i don't wanna be... a murderer
his trust i might as well take a gun
and put it to his head get it over with
i don't wanna do this anymore
i don't wanna do this anymore
i don't wanna be the reason why everytime i walk out the door
i see him die a little more inside
i don't wanna hurt him anymore
i don't wanna take away his life
i don't wanna be... a murderer
nitez fall as @
11:39 AM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
It's easier said than done..
it seem so hard to move on, it seems so difficult to put aside.. and no matter what i do now, i'm still on the flip side.. coz it's over but only denial lead me on..
nitez fall as @
8:38 AM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
SADDEN
y must i find out? y did i know all the stuff that i shouldn't? it's so stupid of me.. wasn't i very happy with him? but y must god let me find out huh? piang eh, sometimes i wish i was a stupid guy so that my guy can handle me.. haha.. but thanks to mama.. my IQ is higher than the norm.. freak.. i have only average EQ i should confess, wasn't too nice a person if u irritate the hell out of me.. i came to a conclusion, i will try u ten times as nice like how u treated me.. but i could only bear to treat u three times as worst u treated me..
as i start to wonder.. yes yes, i was joyous when i see u.. the peck u left on my forehead kept me gg for a whole week.. but others start to ask, u don't know about his life now.. i have no clue to his lifesyle.. yes i certainty do not know a single bit.. was curious to find out but i swear to god if i didn't peep into ur phone for one simple reason, i dont know how to use a PDA.. haha.. so funny right.. the good things started as i saw u played basketball, yes yes i always have festish of basketballs.. haha.. anw back to the point, i was glad that u some how picked up the phone and hear me out for like 2 minutes.. perhaps u think that i'm bothering u again.. or perhaps i just wanted to know the truth from u.. but no.. i forget, there's no obligations, we are nobody to each other.. i hope u explained but u didn't.. i still hope that u explained but u didn't.. i lost the courage of asking anymore..
u weren't angry or anything.. perhaps the feeling of L-O-V-E is gone.. blame nobody.. but anw i reckon that there is sth on earth call retribution and karma.. 3rd party to hurt me, me the 3rd party to hurt.. same logic, what comes around goes around..
anw i'm sadden, but i didn't cry coz the tear didn't come out anymore.. u hate me to cry, i stopped.. but anw i wan a second flea.. if u r here, please i hope that u will still support me..
spare me some cash coz only u make the difference for me to work towards to.. all other ppl's $$ will be rejected.. haha.. anw i am confident of making more to return to u.. sound a little cranky here.. but if u do drop by and have a heart do contribute some coz nus is taking away more than half my pay.. hates, argh they ate my 4k within 6 mths.. help!
i need a shopping spree very badly..
anw gonna get my coach bag from UK yeah.. coz BJ gonna help me get it.. haha.. what are u thinking, i'm not tat kind of girl la?? BJ= Bai Jiayan.. haha.. i damn bo liao.. that's the joke we girls crack yeah..
byebye.. gonna smile tml coz i look better that way..
lovesgirl with a broken heart with a broken smilenitez fall as @
12:22 AM
