♥shuhua a.k.a. sara♥

Sunday, February 26, 2006


sToP pReSsInG mE

VeXeD, tIrEd & ExHaUsTeD..

I nEeD a BrEaK..

*my smile is for you from my brain but not from my heart*


nitez fall as @10:36 AM


About me... blogthings

Your Japanese Name Is...
Rinako Asukai
What's your Japanese Name?


Men See You As: A Difficult Challenge
You must be an incredible hottie...Because it's the only way you can pull of the ice queen actYou're the type of woman that men love to chaseBut if you don't stop running, you'll never get caught!
Are You a Challenge?


You Are a Friendly Flirt!
You are quite the flirt, but you don't flirt with just anyone.And you hardly ever get caught, because your flirting seems so friendly.You've got a good thing going. Tons of friends, both guys and girls.And if you do decide to flirt, hardly anyone's the wiser. Pretty trick!
What Kind of Flirt Are You?


Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover
You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.
You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorableEven a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's lifeBy giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.
Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.
What Kind of Seducer Are You?


i suppose blogthings are fun when you try to figure out which calibre you are in when you are too bored or stressed up.. LOL..


nitez fall as @8:57 AM

Friday, February 24, 2006




24 Feb 2006 - semester break over but it seems that i haven done any revision, follow-up on studies.. the projects & assignment due dates are nearing.. stress.. so stress.. attended lecture but not too many turn up.. & it ended pretty early for me to have enough time to update my blog..

23 Feb 2006 - Chapter 1 - thoughts running wild..
life is short.. .
infiltration of this phrase takes place in my mind.. yes i do agree & tat's wat that gives human being the reason to slack.. isn't that just another excuse.. well.. it's so strange when our parent educate & taught us how to plan for the future.. but with the stand of life is short, there is not a need.. so lets just wait til the day we die & not do anything constructive but instead the lazy bones to be in-charge..

but not true.. it's all lies.. when problems come its all consolidated & pushed to you.. and too much of commitment will make u mad.. that's what i'm getting.. it terribly hard to get the best of both worlds.. there is always miscommunication, clash of time and other factors contributing to it.. so in order to satisfy one you have to forgo the next choice.. well.. it's really hard.. im trying very hard but it doesn't work out so smoothly as i want it to..

stop all the shouting, screaming, nagging & chanting.. its enough.. again i am giving myself the excuse.. but in work, age doesn't matters.. all that matters is the quality they are looking for.. however in study, quality doesn't matter coz all that matter is the participation.. bleah.. so i have apply the wrong technic on both which brought me into a crisis.. but i will put in more effort like i promise to whoever u should know if u read this.. another IT point for u then..

i'm stressed.. all i needed was a little faith in me in order for me to move on.. just a little..

23 Feb 2006 - Chapter 2 - Flower Power..
all ready for the event coz our dept was all out to win.. yes we got it 2 prize.. but the coordination was not that perfect as the stage was to smal & i got stuck at the middle & was so nervous that i forget the steps.. oh god.. anw we got the best dress & team spirit.. 3 cheers for property services.. however not best performance but well everyone enjoyed.. drinking, dancing.. cool..

22 Feb 2006 - had to meet up for project but last minute got urgent meeting for the event at CT.. stress.. had to miss the discussion for the tutorial & project.. i'm dead.. tired, exhausted & hungry.. ending with pasta mania..

21 Feb 2006 - half day off.. shop alone..bought black top.. i like it very much.. cater for both casual & office wear..

20 Feb 2006 - semester break till 23 Feb.. doing up the accessories for the hippies & practising the dance steps..

19 Feb 2006 - slack.. went to repair my watch.. but must wait for 4-6 weeks so sian.. i wan my watch back coz i feel so uneasy with no watch.. the others are spoilt as usual.. bad things usually happen at the same time & i'm facing time crisis..

18 Feb 2006 - econs test & hurray.. went shopping..

17 Feb 2006 - skip class.. but still busy with work.. our function-flower power.. the preparation, dressing, accessories, dance, coordination, song, etc. so tired but fun i supposed.. the dying of our self created batik t-shirts.. plus last minute revision for econs..

16 Feb 2006 - half day leave.. took some time off to study.. reach nus at 2pm but it was super crowded & settled down to do some reading.. attended half the lecture..

15 Feb 2006 - worked till 630pm.. to late for tutorial so decided to miss it coz i though it would be a short one but to my horror it lasted for 3hrs that the amount of info that i have missed.. in addition, 3 more days to econs test.. so decided to study instead.. had udon @ sakae for dinner.. yummy..


nitez fall as @11:58 PM

Tuesday, February 14, 2006


Bleah..v'DaE

*14 Feb 06*

Losing direction of my life

am i really thinking too much of wat that was happening or it's all true? i dun have the courage to ask anymore.. paranoid me.. too tired to think.. deceiving myself.. wat's wrong with the world..

put that aside..

at work got a fulfilling lunch.. got take-away from contractor.. stinggray & rose for me & julia.. so yummy..
blue daze

surprise delivery from Jiayan.. so touched..

from dad

had a v dae dinner at holland v CB.. spicy tuna linguine.. yummy.. at the very same moment i received a very shocking news.. someone ever so close to my heart is unsound.. i hope she will be fine.. bless her.. i will pray for u..

*13 Feb 06*

Bleah.. Happy Valentines'Day's Eve

stagant

nth too special for me.. just like the tree in the middle.. no reaction nothing.. but lots of the ppl out there was so.. watever.. not my problem.. it’s just for me to envy ba..


nitez fall as @5:41 PM

Saturday, February 04, 2006


New Year Blink

*12 Feb 06*

Ma la Guo

went to bugis to have ma la guo.. there are so many shops selling that.. had to choose any settled in one with the most ppl.. to my surprise most we ate the spicy hot pot was chinese as in china ppl.. coz today is the last day of cny.. well the shopkeeper must be thinking i am one ba.. oh my god..


*11 Feb 06*

not too special/normal day

wao.. woke up extremely early.. the day is so sweet and all.. went off to work.. walked along the entire penang road to find the junction for my project verr tiring and it happened to be thaipusam.. seeing the needles piercing thru some of their body.. so gross.. it was a long & tiring day..

*7-10 Feb 06*

Just another normal day

WORK & STUDY

*6 Feb 06*

PaPa B'dae

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAPA !!

feel so guilty nv buy him any present.. hee.. got Family Event Leave for dad's b'dae but dad could not get leave so in the end went back to work.. went home and rush off for a movie.. finally after so long.. 'huo yuan jia' china history with lots of fighting scenes but overall everything was wonderful.. so glad..

*5 Feb 06*

Lunching

me @ teochew city for cny lunch & yu sheng

my jie(s)

met up for project.. guess where? SHC.. oh my god my second home.. anw visited the temple beside a good experience ba..

*4 Feb 06*

Plain boring day

it seems so fine in the morning but things soon turn ugly.. consideration is still needed.. lost the faith in me.. i lost my confidence..

*3 Feb 06*

it's her show

the girls & ade

HI-FIVE

the entire gang

the show went smoothly for them.. however a little disappointment as it seems to be so vivid n 'black'.. underhand & stuff.. yup i suppose so for this line.. it not easy.. went tcc with the gang but one left after another..

thereafter, disappointment gush into my heart.. then nervous followed by anxiety.. i was waiting for sth to happen.. he was so near yet so far.. all mixed feeling.. saw sth that made my heart cried but it was all my fault.. but i bottled up hoping that everything was alright.. yes it was fine.. thanks god..

*2 Feb 06*

Lucky

went for class and found that my phone was gone..
i tot i left it on dad car as he drove me to sch coz he only start work on 6 feb but it was not..
oh no lost my phone its just 3 months old.. heartache..
luckily the kind soul return the phone..
feel so relieve..

*1 Feb 06*

Work

Lots of backlog.. gotta clear..
any today got a treat from boss and went to lao yusheng.. so fun..
lots of tenants were not back yet coz its new year..
not much ad-hoc work except some paper work..

slacking my way..

Chilling out

blink blink.. new lightings

serendipity

*31 Jan 06*

Visiting

back to the old estate

the one beside



Chu Er - Sentosa Flowers

us @ sentosa flowers

sunshine sunflowers

taking a big step out of my comfort zone

hoping that life will be beautiful

chasing after my dreams

flying to a higher level

and even higher

everything is gonna to be fine in the doggie yr

as the dog drags u along

it okay to take a rest

in the midst u might get some shit

but u will eventually get the fruits from ur labour

A dream like nv b4

so near yet so far



nitez fall as @2:25 PM