craving for food

working is so tiring & no fun.. gimme a break can i have a few days leave to complete my assignments that are going to due.. hmm..

another hungry day without dinner..

just had this

my classmate gave me this..

thanx..not bad also..

nO tImE tO bLoG lE..

nitez fall as @1:15 AM

burning midnight oil.. rubbish la

had a short sleep.. the night was fine & wonderful..

work as usual.. but got a discovery.. ha boss is also cancerian.. same like me.. haha then his ic so funnie.. i'm being bad.. hoho.. julia is gemini ba but y ... tot gemini & cancer shld click.. erm but i believe there are exceptions in this world..

meet dear after work.. finally after such a long time..

dear ah anyhow take.. i so ugly.. tao yan.. dear act cute buay tahan him.. but never mind as long as he happy..
i'm glad le..

no more fights plz coz we pek chek about it le must compromise lor.. eat pizza.. so nice.. plus someone say i look thinner le.. that's cool.. i love it.. must cut down more to become mei mei.. or nobody wan liao.. hee..

went home after dinner..
school fees is due tml.. my giro form haven hand up yet.. late payment have to pay extra 25 bucks.. so sian.. so call dad to lend me $3906.05.. lucky he agreed on conditions to be returned tml.. wa so large amt from one semester study.. i'm broke.. my funds now is currently negative even tough have work for 3 mths le.. so si bai hor nv save.. jialat.. haiya wan to go out also can't, wan to shop wan to watch movie.. everthing also cannot do.. piang.. no fair..

my idog malfunction le.. how ah?? as i was meddling with it, mum took a photo of me.. low batt that y idog dun bark.. okay problem solved.. case closed..


That's all folks.. ja neh.. byebye..

To my one & only blog, i'm so glad to have you.. going through with me all my ups & downs.. capturing all my smiles & tears.. awesome..

nitez fall as @12:50 AM

monday blues...

so suay today i finish writing my entry then the wireless conection down.. have to retype..

my heart doesn't follows my brain.. i was supposed to wake up at 5am to study for my quiz tonight but my heart told me not to wake coz i was terribly tired tough.. woke up at 7am.. feeling that the half hour wasn't enough for study i decided to dress up for work.. no la actualli jus change necklace & put on earing only ma..

PrOuDlY pReSeNtEd By Me MySeLf & I

SiCk Of My PhOtO lE bA.. bUt WhO cArEs..
My BlOg IsH fOr MySeLf To CaPtUrE mY PrEcIoUs MeMoRiEs dE mA..

Then i was on my way to work.. everything was fine until.. a toopid Spastic Pig Activated.. u'll know wat i mean if u've read my previous posting.. shitty job all handed over to me.. damn.. i'm just like a rubbish collector.. hate it.. all my work does not require my brain to work & i'm getting dumb soon.. my brain is rusty with the work given to me was all data entry, checking of procurements.. tell me guys how long can i last? work is pretty boring but time flies fast.. but workload is trashing me that are all unnessary.. wat's the company doing? dun dwell about work le.. ppl r all selfish.. please god let me learn & my brain generate rather than rot & do nth..

putting work aside, to studies.. my brain still empty not prepared for the quiz.. traveling was tiring.. reaching nus takes 45 minutes which means no dinner.. anw had a quickie one.. mcflurry, mouth-watering for a hungry soul like me.. then i also bought hello kitty bookmark from mac.. cute hor..


i like the flower attached to it more than anything else... nice wor.. childish me never grows up..

quiz started.. everyone was copying the answers from the notes & me being the smartest did tat too.. i had 2 sets of notes one on my lap the other beside my lovely bugs bunny writing pad.. i did it quite obviously coz i freak out when i saw the pictures we had to describe.. pictures of chinese landscaping & islamic calligraphy which are so alien to me.. the quiz was a challenge of who wrote the fastest as speed is crucial as there was a time limit to it.. not bad la managed to finish writing.. no sweat.. chicken feet.. i mean for a passing grade but not for As & distinctions which seems so far from me coz my english standard juz sux lor.. help me i need english lessons..

the day never ended for me.. loaded with assignments & projects as usual..

nitez fall as @10:56 PM

Self Indulge

.
Me.
Me..
Luv..
Love..
Lurve..
Love I..
Love me..
Love hua..
Love love..
Love myself..
Love my life..
Love my family..
Love my deardear..
Love the way i am..
Love my torn teddy..
Love my ups & downs..
Love precious moments..
Snapshots - Self idulge..


Snap 1

Snap 2

Snap 3

Snap 4

Snap 5

Snap 6

nitez fall as @8:36 PM

a long day ytd

woke up late ard 715 ytd & had to rush to work.. luckily dad sent me to work anw.. started working on the applications of carpark.. it's a hazzle, extra work, non productive.. i wonder do all MNC works this way or it's just my luck.. got a shock of my life tot.. julia the SPA return to work.. caoz got a fright.. spying on me ah.. scheming person? i dunno the answer.. hoho.. but she always uses unimplied statement with implied meaning in her sentences.. i'm hot caoz pretending nv hear.. ignore..

There goes senario 1:

Starhub Centre in short SHV has 281 parking lots which some are let out for season parking. Therefore, being the property assistant(pa) have to sort all the relating procurements out, eg refund form, applications, change of IU, etc.
So when one of the carpark expert tay came to assist us in the coming audit, she said she only touch on 2 files and DUN DARE TO LOOK AT OTHER. bloody.. she implies that i've not been doing my part and the file are not well organised but i swear to god ever since i took over everything is in order but previously those done by Shirlyn the previous Senior PA, i know nuts about that.. can't she talk with sense & think about my littl glass hear..
yes i know i have to clear up the mess left by the previous PA & SPA but then she doesn't have to be so cruel and say thing to add on my unhappiness..
Learn to be like boss ma.. talk with sense.. at least i respect him not u... SPA ai bish.. box u then u know..

senario 2:

continuation of senario 1. Boss wanted to have a meeting with us so as to explain the monthly report that tay taught us. So started with me, yes i hereby declare that my english standard is not as goos as the SPA, tongue-tied but i do give example but she still want to add salt add pepper. go ahead lor.

PLUS there come the most interesting part.. when i started explaining to boss, she clain she don't think so.. which implied that i was wrong.. then the most intelligent part is after the explaination she asked for my views.. ha.. rubbish.. if she thinks that she's right y ask my opnion.. hypocriate - spelling error? who cares she's not perfect anw..

work late till one plus.. she was still there.. sometimes i wonder if she's too lonely nth to do so come office every weekend or what? got ditch? nobody wants? i'm evil.. but i do good deed.. somemore where so formal to work on saturday? crazy.. argh shun dwell about her not my problem just wanted to vent my anger on my blog.. sorrie blog if u got her inside & hurt u haha..(can u see my implied meaning - she's too er xin till by typing her story inside hurt the non-living thing which is the blog) Don't worry too much if u don't understand my blog coz u've different frequency as me lor..

So went home and rot.. actually wanted to go godma house but my cousin was out so nv go le.. actually wanna go beach road to take photo of golden mile complex for my project with cch n zf but later they went as a guy gathering.. anw sebes help me take photo coz i told zf i need the pict. thanx so nice of u guys..

Surfing the net, watching tv.. night falls..

day was terribly spoilt by my dear.. dunno what's wrong with us.. haiz

there goes my tears.. anw i discovered a very nice show on channel u , sat 1230 to 230 hrs.. named save the last dance in tv but written go on stage.. applause.. the show is wonderful, touching, sweet and simply superb.. can anyone get me the vcd.. just watch for 1 plus hr i fell in love with it but don't think it is very popular coz nv hear the title b4 one..

couldn't get to sleep still tinking of someone.. ard 3 plus then Zzzz....

nitez fall as @2:12 PM

Dinner with my dad

Disappointment again.. when to take a look at the samples of laptop at suntec.. the one that was recommended by dad was so big & bulky.. i like the smaller version one but was five hundred more ex.. so how.. still thinking whether to buy a not..

anw when to eat with dad at Siamkitchen.. had southern laska, tomyam rice noodles, green curry & the lemongrass drink.. yum yum.. not again someone gonna tempt me with food again.. urgh but too bad i can't resist

me again

dad with the lemongrass drinks


it's hot..
bo liao la chilli of coz hot la.. some more so many verion..

nitez fall as @10:04 PM

Back Date...#@%*&@#$%^

iDog Launch

Finally jane send me the photos...

Let's see how can i be in the best dressed..


Listening to the dj.. i most attentive wor..


Pose 1 - exhibit idog to everyone


Pose 2 - Final Pose saying.. this is the one.. haha

have lots of fun although didn't win..
coz too casual le.. wohuh..


me & shannie.. she's wonderful

me & regina.. she rox

jane & me & rayne.. crazi combi

everything ended.. drink, drank , drunk.. hee

nitez fall as @9:54 PM

lunch out

had lunch with zf at pizza.. nv take his photo coz he look so panda.. not handsome anw i'm not interested.. cheer up & man man deng.. haha

on dutch lor.. i dun like guys to treat me one.. my policy unless is my beloved..

nitez fall as @9:50 PM

i'm a genius

as usual, i'm able to finish my assignment on time even though last minute but i didn't really score well.. so have to buck up on my assignments to get at least a few As ba...

nitez fall as @9:42 PM

follow up of ytd

in the afternoon, mum gave me an ice cream.. so evil trying to make me fat again.. okay well in the short 2 day i gain 1 kg.. oh no i hate it..

the ice cream was yum yum nice wor with vanilla & red beans..lick lick

on my way out, i started to admire my self took a few shots as usual..

first shot on my way to the bus stop

second shot at the bus stop

third shot of my necklace.. ohh i love it..

reaching orchard, i was pissed for such a DFS doesn't have the gucci sling bag i wan when my sista could get 25% dicount for it.. hate it man.. kind of diappointed but forget it lor just save the money for sth else.. ah ha i wan a laptop.. but it seems so high up in the sky can reach it at the moment with my little savings.. limping my way to the orchard national library searchin high & low for a book tat i could use as reference in my assignment.. search for one hour and i was late then quickly i waddled to the mrt then took train to little india to meet jega & edmund to do the professional comunnication report. wao i felt so alien in the place anw had a quick discussion.. finishing tat jega sent us to bugis actually to get direct bus home but i was half hearted.. in the end when to window shop at bugis.. hee.. reach home ard 11 le.. couldn't tahan anw more slpt until 3.30 am and woke up for my assignment due the next evening..

nitez fall as @9:26 PM

second day of mc..

woke up super late today.. had a wonderful slp coz ytd night was ermm.. shun tell u.. wat r u tinking about? no la juz a chat..

saw lots of ppl on msn ytd & start chating with them.. to most of the ppl this shld be the norm but not the norm for me coz i seldom chat on msn..

show u all sth ah.. dun blink.. tata.. courtsey by a guy i shun name him.. to his beloved.. so sweet..

Coke bottles to form a heart, red beans to do up her name(name was censored by me to keep identity confidential)..

The guy hope that the girl receives his piece of masterpiece as a token of love. but the guy wonder if others would have taken it away? Too much of a doubt, if the girl had received the gift would she appreciate it or would she feel tat it was done because he had to but not wat he intended? Would it be that it came to late and defeat its purpose or the gift was received & give her more trouble? so much of doubts, thinking & consequence.. is that all love can give or wat? i felt sad too for the anwsers can never be known and answered..

IT'S A PITY...

nitez fall as @3:44 PM

i've got 2 days of mc

being too optimistic ytd leads to unhappiness today..

dear didn't msg me in the morning.. grh.. disappointed but he must be busy ba.. so i went to the doctor to check my wound.. he play with my leg then try to stretch and tear the wound but it wasn't effective but from the sight of my wound,he examined that it was infected badly & i shld have went to see the doctor immediately instead of 2 days after..

i was given some painkiller & cream to apply on my wound..


after the application, my wound doesn't look so scary le..

just as i was trying to do my assignment, my phone rang.. it was julia my collegue.. she ask me lots of thing regarding the carpark.. come on it's all in the file..

msg & msg me..check b4 u ask.. but too bad she's the senoir have to give her face coz she will evaluate my performance on work.. wa suay man.. SPA got degree liao bu qi.. bully me.. wah wah..

chatting online with baobao like me work & study.. cute pict of hers.. i also wan..

cute cute wor..


Look at me, too engross online le.. still haven start my assignments yet die le..

nitez fall as @12:36 PM

let's cut out the fight..

got a call from my dearie.. yipee.. so happy for no reason.. hee.. but isn't tat every girl's dream for a guy to dote on her, be true to her.. no concern from him rgding my wound.. argh.. but told him tml go see doctor take mc.. he say shld also.. so i shun feel guilty tml if i take a day off.. it's juz a few minutes of chat but nvm.. i shld learn to feel contented.. aiya one more thing i shun think so much.. all thanks to mummy she give birth to such a brainy me that i can think out of the box and afraid this afraid that leads to lots of constraints in my life.. my wierd tots sometimes make him super agitated so i shld learn to trust more.. deardear, dun lie to me dun break my heart not for the past but looking forward to the future.. let's cut out the fight.. & be happy together.. juz a simple life.. i'll be contented..

Shuhua feeling less uncertain coz i think he loves me...(here comes my imagination but who cares juz let me be happy for a day or so then i'll wake for the real consequence & truth)

sweet... sweet dreams... candy kisses...

nitez fall as @11:33 PM

it hurts..


see, my leg seems to be rotting and swollen.. the wound has not heal yet, it's still raw.. got wat's wrong with my antibodies.. not functioning well? urgh..

my heart hurts more than anything else.. someone say that i'm not careful enuf so i fell on my own accord.. nono.. i was thinking of him ma..wat the.. not fair.. anw no care no concern.. i'm crippled physically & mentally..

nitez fall as @8:52 PM

poor me

oh.. today was bloody i mean real blood..
in the morning a stupid orange file drop on my hand & one of it's sharp corner pierce into my little finger.. blood ooze out...

ah.. dun criticize my short & fat fingers they nv grow since my primary sch.. oh no & my deform finger not bend by the file though..

Then i became more suay after that... god i fell in the office face down.. my office has carpet tiles flooring but wat the hell is the designer thinks the carpet is so rough & hard that i got abrasion.. my skin's gone & first time i tot nth happen coz no blood.. it actually took a while then white blood cells start to protect my wound then the red blood cells came out a little then the white flow like shit & drip on the chair ops.. poor me.. nobody sayang me.. sobsob..

haha.. there i present u my kneecap with a wound.. er xin ba..

nitez fall as @9:37 PM

Juz a Smile

i smile coz i know somebody needs the smile to make their day.. i smile becoz i need to be professional.. i smile becoz i need to have a friendly image.. i smile becoz he doesn't like my sulky face..

Can someone make me smile instead?

Well, if i smile at u that doesn't i'm happy, i juz wanna brighten up ur day & sincerely hope it does..

nitez fall as @10:36 PM

Sunday Blues

Lunch out at sakae sushi

Discovered sth.. an improved version of wasabi.. five times hotter.. wao.. & yam chawan mushi on the right yum yum tat's mine, the normal chawanmushi on the left sista's sobsob not so nice & dun look that appetizing..

Waiting for breakfast at 2pm.. hungry..

little brother conquering dad for food.. ah bish..

that all that we eat.. brother is bloated waiting for the rest to finish..

sista & moi

laughing my way to town..


me & da jie say cheese

went to bugis for a shopping trip hopping to buy sth.. but nth in particular just hope to see sth tat catches my eye.. bought a necklace & a lau pok watch but anw look antique i like the bronzy color...
walked our way to citylink coz jie wana buy shoe but then couldn't get lo.. dun sad oh.. u go thai shld have buy more ma.. huo gai.. haha.. then had our dinner at marina..

as i was walking home i saw my bro playing him lantern & fireworks..


joined him for 5 minutes.. boring, i'm too old for tat.. went home right away..


using sista's new phone.. i also wan nt fair..a photoshot of us..

nitez fall as @8:41 PM

idog


idog is always by my side in the quiet night

this idog coz $69.90 of coz i didn't buy it.. too expensive le.. so how did this thing came about being in my hse?

hee by regina... sweet oh.. dun have the foto ready yet.. gotta take part in the best-dress & idog walk.. ha.. funny choose me? they must have laugh their heads off.. i'm in jeans & a black simple top.. r u kidding me but hack la i wan the idog man.. there are 3 of us.. thanks to lena & my ex hasbro collegue.. who cares i've gotta the screams & appluse too.. contented le.. the one with the softest cheer won.. coz she wore sexy dress ba.. anw got a cd for that & a vpost stamp with my pict on the stamp(which i yet to receive.. process so long? man fan..)

although wasn't confident but dun care le.. i did my best le.. so it's the first step i'm taking to make myself more sociable ba.. my collegues - joy, regina, jaslyn, zoe, lena, shan supports me.. so nice.. then they suggested stuff purchase lo coz half price ma.. i say okay lor but then to my surprise i gotta one free from regina.. she know i was sad so help me add oil too.. so touch..

but most importantly thanks everyone at the idog launch so much for the fun, drinks, cheers, catwalk, talks & so much more.. my idog reminds me of all of u.. thanx a million

although the news is old but wonderful memories will always lie in my heart...

nitez fall as @2:34 AM

back view


taken in the lift...
oh ya finally can fit into my sista oversize levis 26 le.. but i'm still fatter than my sista.. angry.. mum is not fair bcoz when ppl see us together always say i'm the eldest but in fact i'm not... tat upsets me..

nitez fall as @2:28 AM

It's was long day...

today i've got up from a long nice sleep... dad bought nasi lemak for me but it wasn't nice and i was forced to finish it because i have to go n do my seminar at angela's house... three hrs we managed to finish the ideas & divided the work equally & more that half of the time watching the tv... some more i very 38 watch the tv shou cha xian... i like it coz always interesting oh but was told that some of them were drama-like & fake one lor.. kinds of disappointed anw fine la just watch tv lor so long nv sit in front of the tv le.. Then we slack at coffee bean till six plus...

Rush off to cine le coz meeting queenie & yan there... everyone was late included me coz i predicted so.. haha.. had a long talking session but mostly listening lor.. begin to realise sth not all the top mgt knows every thing they jus like to instruct & all they do is signing there big name on papers... i wonder.. their signature is worth so much.. not fair.. i'm cheap labour too...


queenie & me.. so glad that we meet up... 3 cheers for the evil team.. haha


yan & ivan were there too.. evny u 2.. yan is moi luver dun bully her ah..

nitez fall as @2:04 AM

Thanks for being there for me..


she gave me a hand when i was down.. not once but twice.. i spoilt ur birdae & u gave me a wonderful one.. that was few mth ago but who cares.. i appreciate ur luv, care n concern.. u rox..


u guys r joker but u2 made me smile at my most disappointing birdae.. both in army le.. take care.. hope u guy r fine.. iya u all finish drinking me & shan hen ke lian leh..


Thanks so much..


once again u lend me that warm shoulder of urs to cry on, ur hug i nv 4get..


just a normal friend could do her part to console me. she brought me close to her heart just for the first time. i wronged her for her personality. she's friendly, daring... thanks too

nitez fall as @12:51 AM

Another group assignment... it's so sick!

Seminar Assignment for Groups C& D

Develop a study of a building or design to include the following:

Introduction of the design’s philosophy on technology
the intent or the philosophy of the architect in adapting certain technology in expression.
eg . Arab institute by Jean Nouvel the screen reflect the abstraction of Arab motifs

the materiality and tactility
How materiality is read in relation to its function, culture context or spaces ?
eg. Renzo Piano has chosen Wood in Tjibaou cultural centre to express the relation of building with its locality .

the innovation of material
(when material is detached away from the usual articulation or a function is meet with a new material )
eg . Kengo Kuma bamboo house in china ( feather is used as insulation layer)

Technology and its practicality
how has technology answered the functional requirements brilliantly ?

Structural and M&E integration .
Building need services to function.One aspect of technology will also include how such services eg piping or air-con can be integrated ( exposed or hidden) in relation to its structural expression.

nitez fall as @11:52 PM

Life still have to carry on..

Looking forward tml... xi wang ming tian hui gen hao ba...
It's gg to be mid-autumn le but y i only had 2 tiny mooncake, craving for mooncake can i have some i want got egg yolk one plz...

Everyone is busy and i'm left alone again.. that makes my brain work very hard, genrating ideas, thinking of my studies & sth more diasterous.. haiz him...

i miss him so much... he said he knew? like real ah.. dun treat me like a fool... i'm left alone? am i too demanding or is wat u gave to little? sad but how?

nitez fall as @11:34 PM

my sista gg to scold me...

i stole her laptop & she's gonna scream at me.. so scare.. haiz
wan to online also can't.

nitez fall as @11:24 PM

Lecture

i dun care late for lecture, eight then reach oh. hee.. finally had dinner for such a long time never eat dinner le.. always eat supper only.. poor me.. haiz

nitez fall as @10:08 PM

My Architecture Assignment

HAVEN STARTED YET..
i dun gif a damn to it.. gg to slp & do tml morning..

nitez fall as @1:18 AM

?Moody?

WORK

haiz i was said to be moody during work.. haha.. mood swing cannot is it? it's not cause by r/s nor studies. u know right boss luckily u have been thru this also.. i divide work n personal stuff properly but once i clock the time card i'm at work after then clock out.. i'm no longer working anymore i can do wat i like say wat i'm happy with.. Carpark SOP - standard of procedures. so sucky man. i wan to be pty asst not admin i reiterate...
PLEASE DUN NAG AT ME I'M OLD ENUFF TO REMEMBER & DO THE NEEDFUL

LOVE

so wat that the past four day was so called wonderful? my heart's filled with doubts about my status in ur heart my hp is spoilt always lot batt my problem is it? y? my house phone also play me out.. wanna talk properly also can't la.. he wan peace i wan it too.. sometimes just leave me alone..
U DUN LOVE ME Y BOTHER TO LIE
y can't u understand how tired after the damn lessons that i had. only left with that few hrs of sleep. y make me feel lonely? Y make me miss u? Hate You.. Broke my heart..

FAMILY

DADDY is great. everyone envy me for having a wonderful dad n me being a spoilt brat. so wat he loves me pick me up everyday after class. he roxs. THANX
MUMMY... no dinner tonight? urgh miss her food everyday eat out & fast food... not nice.. mum's food is the best...

SCHOOL

life in uni is not bad... got new friends like rynn(da jie, chocolates yipee), ee ping(sweet smile), angela(energy fan, crazy), sebes(genius, kinda of know him b4 la, thanx for the green tea), bryson(not bad also can let me copy notes), jega(the super pro presenter), edmund(not bad also) & ...
dun tink of the rest can liao... still feeling good with their presence.. thanks for being there or i'll be lost..

Let me think wat's more in my life...
oh ya my tenants, collegues,contractors.. smile at me plz...
Today i entertain the following ppl
1) starhub- siow kim n andrew
2) intel- lynn n nikki (rohaine wasn't there)
3) monarch- the lady boss aka henry's lover juz kidding
4) starhub retail- zhifeng (haha)
5) ezy book shop- winnie
6) prudential- dunno wat name he came to book tennis court
7) singapore mint- the lady who smokes i smile at her
8) ACA- Ah mia
9) Chevalier- stupid contractor dun smoke within our air-con premises kana complain le
10) Julia- call me do this do that
11) Wailing- call me telly stuff
12) Henry- do up weekly arrear
13) LIM & HO...
14) Myself to keep my busy not to tink of other stuff except work & study.

LOVE IS OUT! DUN TRY TO MATCHMAKE UNLESS THE GUY CAN DOTE ON ME..

shuhua is feeling sad, depress, upset...

nitez fall as @12:38 AM

i dun like fast food..

lunch = fast food to me...

i'm a loner. hey guys, i dun like fast food the reason for eating it is for convenience sake. munching my fries n dippers.

nitez fall as @1:49 PM

Stop Nagging....

Aunties of no matter wat age, stop nagging at me... give me a break.

caoz sure kana scolding from boss later due to the untelly carpark reports. hey man i'm a pty asst but why the hell of work load is administration stuff... does it mean that the work doesn't suit me or wat's wrong with me man... or am i not up to it? i was wondering as my self esteem starts to drop again. the morale in my workplace seems to drop. nobody works for interest rather that money. i dun mean money isn't important but then shld have other goals within the job right eg interest? fulfillment? helping tenants to see their smile or some kind of motivation to keep us going but now wat ? all r working for the factor M..

no fun man...

i work hard to achieve my goals to aim to be someone better for the valueable experience & wat's wrong with the others work to have s11 & work to have a reason for not being fired?

darn.. i'm uncertain of myself in the job, in my r/s but definitely there still somewhere that life still have to go on... that is my FAMILY...

haha.. my sista brought me stuff from thai... xian mu ba... dear too but i shun reveal.. yipee... trying to be optimistic like others told me too.. hope thing are getting better for me...

Just incase someone from the CCID hacks into my com to check my history.. hey man i'm not loafing n snaking around... check my clock card it's my lunch now..

Praying hard... dun scold me for things that wasn't my fault my role is jus to print n courrier to the finance so wat it dun telly i have try my best to help...

nitez fall as @1:21 PM

Feeling Low...

i'm so uncertain... where would i go? wat would i be? arh...
let's not doubt about the bad.. touching on the good one ba..
woah imagine i've finally got a night free... hee... no lessons tonight but go lots of assignment... stress man...

at work, i got scolded not again
ytd for releasing alexia no... caoz leasing mgr so wat... big ah call to shout luckilynot directly at me la. was pass down from boss's mouth... feel realli bad but y make a bit fuss out of it? nu ren ma fan de dong wu... sivkening

today was scolded for dunno wat la couldn't recall... finish my carpark SOP then slack a bit lor still trying hard to improve my blog to keep my brain occupied in order to stop thinking of other stuff... jia you ... three cheers for me...

ytd was cool... got msg from long lost friend baochan kinda of glad that she still remember me to go shop but damn i have got class n totally drench in class caoz...

Peixi also msg me wao wao surprise.. maybe it's always like that good thing haapen together followed by the bad... it must be a cycle ba... tok crap haha... Projects & project when can i have a good night slp ... zzzz....

nitez fall as @10:00 PM

my day was brighten by a special someone

thanx.. so glad.. hope my dreams coming true.. hee..

nitez fall as @8:34 AM

wat's going on...

stupid kana scolded for releasing somebody's hp no. which suppose to be confidential... i wasn't meticulous enufff... tat's the usual me ba.... was late for class and drench in the rain... sianz...

nitez fall as @11:30 PM

i feel so unwanted...

please dun be so cruel to me... i feel so upset for some reasons... but i couldn't solve them plz my guardian angel help me... i'm super bored at work not beacuse there is no work but my brain has no room for that... argh i hate to say but realli miss him.. haha.. i'm crazy le...

S-cube Shuhua Sox Sox...

nitez fall as @2:37 PM

so glad to see him but...

is this wat we call life? with ups & downs? but all mine are down, it not fair to me at all. i saw him this morning, so wat? that doesn't mean he love me... so disappointed.. i just dun feel care & concern anymore, just maybe a tiny bit only... so how? is it time for me to hunt for another guy? oh god btw dun mis read wat i mean. i'm not desperate nor deprive of love but just his love ba.. i have love from my friends & i know that they love me. haiz... so wat if he's back, with a heart that doesn't belong to be with a brain thinking of others... so wat if i spend time to go & buy him ba gua , he wun appreciate i suppose... my assignments are stacking but i just wan to see him... i'm a useless bum...
today have stupid class but i'll rather skip class but it's important so how? i'm feeling lost again.. someone pull me up...

S-Cube Shuhua So Sad...
Haven had lunch... Silly me dreaming tat h'll be here with me...

nitez fall as @1:32 PM

Sunday... Home Alone

he'll be back tml morning... hee...
but still the same i have to rush my reports & assignments....
help me... so stress.. pimples all come out le.. so ugly... hate it...

nitez fall as @11:22 AM

PrObAtIoN

wao today my boss call me & ask me wat do i think of my own performance at work. can u imagine how hard is it for me to praise my self as he graded me one section by one section... got i pass for every section except knowledge... bloody hell.. just becoz i not grad lor dun have degree.. sad oh... but working hard for it la.. summing up my marks 65 only oh no i got C can u imagine but he was kind enuff to like making ti a B but dunno add the marks in which section but somehow he make my marks up to 70 lor.. so nice of him.. Thanks Henry Voo... yipee shld be ablr to stay put there ba...

nitez fall as @11:14 PM

i wan to highlight my hair...

juz as i tot wan to go dye my hair... one of my tenant came to look for my boss ao we chat.. haha so got opportunity can highlight my hair at cheap cheap price... yippee... tat's gonna be cool... stupid boss suan me say i got egg face... personal attack.. hate it...

nitez fall as @11:46 PM

how am i suppose to feel?

happy, sad, depress, excited or wat? my weekend is burn n it's filled with neverending assignments.. he'll be back from outfield next wed...

nitez fall as @12:49 AM

Project...

wat a tired day after dicussion for project... okay at least i did sth for my studies will not feel so guilty le... still miss him... but duuno wat's he's doing... hope everythings fine...

nitez fall as @7:26 PM

Chat

Feeling much more beta after talking to the group... erm not very close but then veri enthu ba... feeling much better le... thks see u guys in holland v soon.. all the best to cw gg to ns soon le... jia you zf... sebes plz till now still can't differentiate me n manyi.. he's crazy... talk with cch my ex neighbour feel so happy talking about childhood... see jac n esther studyin in smu all busy wo...

dear guys dun ask me wat happen to manyi n zf... i feel so stuck dunno have to help who... convincing manyi n consoling zf when i already so sad... spare me some tots la... plz...

nitez fall as @1:52 AM

SUMMER CAN I TALK TO U

Thanks for talking for me although it's just a short msn session. You r great.

SummerHine wrote:
ai ya... haizz... i also donno wat happen with your
guys... jus that i think my brother also veri sad
lor... like dont wanna end this relationship... it
depends on both of you guys whether to patch
again and continue de... Haizz.. Don think too
much la.. you must jia you la hor hor... can make
it de la... Even he dont wan u, u still can find better
one de la... Don let guys bully you.. Woman must
be strong and independent... I understand how u
feel la don sad la... ai yo... i also donno wat to say
also...if u feel lonely or need anyone jus ring me
up lor u got my number right.. Don worry even if we
don talk much to each other u can still meet me
up we go talk talk lor... haizzz...

nitez fall as @1:07 AM

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